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Sara Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn’t been well, since the day that she fell
And the bruise it just won’t go away
So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad
And flips through an old magazine
Till the nurse with the smile stands at the door
And says, Will you please come with me
Sara Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white, something’s not right
But we’re gonna take care of you
Six chances in ten, it won’t come back again
With the therapy we’re gonna try
It’s just been approved, it’s the strongest there is
And I think we caught it in time
And Sara Beth closes her eyes
And she dreams she’s dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And a soft wind is blowing her hair
Sara Beth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take
A girl with no hair to the prom
For just this morning, right there on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn’t deny
And Sara Beth closes her eyes
And she dreams she’s dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love was holding her close
And a soft wind is blowing her hair
It’s quarter to seven, that boy’s at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this morning where his hair had been
Softly she touches just skin
And they go dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first true love is holding her close
And for a moment she isn’t scared
I have been laying in bed for an hour…and I can’t stop crying. Why does this have to happen to the people I love the most? I’ve finally hit my breaking point. I don’t know how to live in a world without Helen…she’s always been the person that I can tell anything to…please God :/ I can’t take this…I just don’t understand anymore.
She’s giving boys what they want
Tries to act so nonchalant
Afraid to see that she’s lost her direction
She never stays the same for long
Assuming that she’ll get it wrong
Perfect only in her imperfection
She’s not a drama queen
She doesn’t wanna feel this way
Only 17 and tired, yeah
She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She’s just the way she is
But no one’s told her that’s OK
“We all have problems. It’s inevitable. Is running away ever the problem? Is using substitutes like drugs, self mutilation and even worse things gonna fix it? Nope. You beat the crap out of those problems so they’ll leave you alone. You’re all stronger than you think you are”
Lexie: I went through a rough patch, and you helped me, and I appreciate that. But I am moving out of it, and you won’t let me. You know, you’re treating me like I am a basket case. And… and… and everyone is watching you, and they’re believing you. I had a good day today. I saved a girl today. I did that. I am a good doctor, and I don’t deserve for people to think that I am anything less than that. So could you please just leave me alone? Can you do that? Can you just leave me alone?
How many times can you fake a smile while all your friends are talking about their boyfriends & say you’re fine without him? You act like nothing’s wrong when you’re just fighting the tears from streaming down your face. Everyone has a breaking point, so admit that you can’t do this alone, that you miss him, and just cry. Trust me, it’s okay.