I have not felt this shitty in an extremely long time. I’m trying so hard to put on a smile and pretend nothing is wrong, but it just isn’t happening. I hate how people think that just because I should be happy, that I am. With the ACT coming up, I can’t do anything but want to cry. Everything is going by too fast and there isn’t any time to catch up. I feel like I’m drowning and I can’t breathe. No one understands and it’s just so damn frustrating. Everything on my body just aches and I can’t keep doing this. I feel like I’m losing all of my friends, and half of them I couldn’t give a fuck about anymore cause they don’t even try to understand how selfish they are. I sit in my room and feel so completely alone that all I can do is cry. I feel guilty all at the same time because I know I have people…and I have an amazing boyfriend and I would do anything not to feel like this….trust me.
Optimistically Pessimistic
Stephanie. 16. June 20th. Gemini. Junior. ★ || Grey's Anatomy is my addiction || Complicated little creature. No one understands me, including myself. I love a lot. I have an amazing boyfriend. I think that love is the strongest feeling in the entire world. You can't predict it, or plan for it. Love is the exception. Love is the one wild card. Northfaces & scarves are amazing. I prefer my hair up in a messy-do rather than actually doing it. Mascara and coverup are my best friends. I love myself just the way I am ♥
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